Disappeared throughout the ages

Oh, you! disappeared throughout the ages
where are you?
I’m constantly looking for you
although can’t find you
waiting for you
but you’re not comin’
extremely exhausted by fighting
for a while
I want to put my head
on your chest’s softness
then whisper:
sweetheart, how nice it is!
what would I do with solitude’s panic
if you weren’t?
then you touch my head,
say: Oh, my dear, stubborn mass!
which rogue fantasy’s hug
have you come back from?
that like a stranger pigeon
your heart beats so
on the top roof of sunset.